College and stuff

Hello, imaginary followers. I have decided that this blog is solely going to be used for personal purposes because no one reads my shit. It's okay though, it's a good venting mechanism.

I am officially a college girl - it's been that way since August 26th. I am in love. I go to CUNY City College, am majoring in English and Music, am thinking about a minor in Theater, live at home, and don't have a job. I love my school with a growing passion. It's the mother of all CUNYs and it's very underrated. I'm only taking three classes officially this semester and they're like, not hard at all even though one of them is worth 6 credits. But I'm taking a music class without credit because they need people and I'm taking a 2 credit Theater class because I'm in one of this semester's plays :] I'm the youngest one that was cast! That's exciting :D So that's 14 credits this semester, which is fine with me, as long as I graduate in 4 years.

Lately I have been thinking about why I didn't go to SUNY Fredonia. My reasons were that I really hate the cold and that I was scared to leave. Those reasons are petty, I know, but it's what I did, and it's not like I'm not happy here because I really am. But some people tell me that I should've left and stuff and that makes me sad because it makes me feel like I'm missing something. People talk about the actual college experience and that's all mad cool and shit but I don't know. I don't think staying here makes me childish but I can't help but wonder hm.. what would I be doing right now, upstate, in the cold, probably crying because I'm anemic and I'm cold even when it's hot lols. Eh, I guess that makes me feel better. Sometimes I just want something different to happen in my life. Like, okay, right now I feel like my life is pretty damn complete (regardless of what my PMS is telling me) because really I'm doing everything I want to be doing, schoolwise. Music, English, and Theater - my three loves and I'm doing them all (haha :P). I guess a good change that I'm most likely going to undergo is moving to a house in a couple of months. Mad awesome, right? Yea, I know :] So fuck what everyone says! I'm 18 I can almost guarantee that in less than 10 years I'll be chilling with my brothers in a pimped out apartment because we're grown lol and I hope that in less than 10 years I'll also have a teaching job somewhere and that my violin skills are extra-extravagant. Oh goals, let me reach you :] Pshhh I damn sure will sheeeeit ;)