thanksgiving.

Happy Thanksgiving, my imaginary friends. I hope you enjoy your imaginary turkey and imaginary mashed potatoes. I heard that's the best kind. You know, I really love thanksgiving and I am very thankful for what I have. Other people can be so ungrateful sometimes, you know? Anyway, I have sort of a goal that I might as well just leave for a new years resolution. This goal is designed for me to stop talking about myself so much haha. I think I might look for an ASPCA center to volunteer for or something during the summer, seeing as to how nobody hires me. I think that should teach me a thing or two about something. And it's something I've never done before which is good because I'm pretty bored of things at this point.

Lately I've also been thinking about how much I despise my father. Eh, what's new.

Ciao.

ice cream!

My brother and I just ran for the ice cream truck :D


<<<--- That's an awesome picture, no?


<3

College and stuff

Hello, imaginary followers. I have decided that this blog is solely going to be used for personal purposes because no one reads my shit. It's okay though, it's a good venting mechanism.

I am officially a college girl - it's been that way since August 26th. I am in love. I go to CUNY City College, am majoring in English and Music, am thinking about a minor in Theater, live at home, and don't have a job. I love my school with a growing passion. It's the mother of all CUNYs and it's very underrated. I'm only taking three classes officially this semester and they're like, not hard at all even though one of them is worth 6 credits. But I'm taking a music class without credit because they need people and I'm taking a 2 credit Theater class because I'm in one of this semester's plays :] I'm the youngest one that was cast! That's exciting :D So that's 14 credits this semester, which is fine with me, as long as I graduate in 4 years.

Lately I have been thinking about why I didn't go to SUNY Fredonia. My reasons were that I really hate the cold and that I was scared to leave. Those reasons are petty, I know, but it's what I did, and it's not like I'm not happy here because I really am. But some people tell me that I should've left and stuff and that makes me sad because it makes me feel like I'm missing something. People talk about the actual college experience and that's all mad cool and shit but I don't know. I don't think staying here makes me childish but I can't help but wonder hm.. what would I be doing right now, upstate, in the cold, probably crying because I'm anemic and I'm cold even when it's hot lols. Eh, I guess that makes me feel better. Sometimes I just want something different to happen in my life. Like, okay, right now I feel like my life is pretty damn complete (regardless of what my PMS is telling me) because really I'm doing everything I want to be doing, schoolwise. Music, English, and Theater - my three loves and I'm doing them all (haha :P). I guess a good change that I'm most likely going to undergo is moving to a house in a couple of months. Mad awesome, right? Yea, I know :] So fuck what everyone says! I'm 18 I can almost guarantee that in less than 10 years I'll be chilling with my brothers in a pimped out apartment because we're grown lol and I hope that in less than 10 years I'll also have a teaching job somewhere and that my violin skills are extra-extravagant. Oh goals, let me reach you :] Pshhh I damn sure will sheeeeit ;)

I don't know what to title this one. Good news though, I'm blogging on my new laptop! :] I'm still getting used to the idea that it's mine and only mine. I feel like I can't really use it, I don't know why. It'll pass on Friday when college starts though. And that's the perfect transition to what I want to write about today.
I hate complaining, but whatever. So I have been out like 3 times this week and I've gotten home like around 9ish. I love my mom, but I don't understand why all of a sudden she feels the need to treat me like she used to two years ago, getting mad when I would be out all day and calling me multiple times to ask me when I'm coming home. Then she doesn't talk to me except to tell me to get her keys or wash the dishes. She gives me freedom and space then she takes it away. All I want to do is enjoy the last 2 days of my summer because college starts on Friday. And I'm 18! I don't want to become like those typical kids who complain about their home lives and don't want to come home! I complain about those people! Dorming in college sounds tempting but I don't know. Maybe next year. *sigh* I know nobody reads this unless I tell them to but It gives me something to do.

Just because I want to talk :]

Let's try a new font ^_^

Tonight I don't really have a subject or inspiration, I just feel like writing. I don't even know why I blog - it's not like anyone reads this. I literally would be able to threaten Obama on here and no one would find out. (Obama I love that you're our President so please don't send me off to Alcatraz or something mkay? thanks :D) LOL that's funny. Shoutout to my Tio Chino who just turned 40 today but look like he's 28 :] I love you "Tio Victuh"! :] So my tray fab cousin Gracielachka is waiting to read this so I'm going to make it as pointless as possible xD I think that "the man in the sky" has dedicated my summer to bonding with her, and it worked! We've just been everywhere and it's awesome! It's like she's one of my best friend! lmao she's probably going to cry when she reads this. LOVE YOUR FAMILY PEOPLE! Now I'll just keep waiting for my darling boyfriend to call me :]<3

Degrassi, the overdramatic generation.

I'm here watching Degrassi, and it's cool. It's the only series I've ever really watched other than like Keeping up with the Kardashians and Kourtney and Khloe take Miami. Well whatever I'm gonna speak like I actually speak because my boyfriend thought I sounded like a script in my last post :) SO! What was I saying? Oh yea, I didn't like the new cast but I'm getting used to them. Anyway something that irks me about Degrassi in general is that they overdo everything like, hmm let me find an example. I don't know I guess sometimes when the get mad at eachother it's like for no reason ugh I hate that I can't find an example for "supporting details." Oh well, I just don't like that, maybe it's a Canadian thing. No offense.. lol. I guess they do it to emphasize so-called "teenage problems" and no lie they're doing a good job in my opinion. I would do some things differently in my life but hey! it's not my life they're broadcasting ^_^ BUT ALAS! One day it will be! i wish teehee :D

i love nice people.

I kind of wanted to set a routine of me posting every Thursday or something, but I just watched a video on Youtube that I really enjoyed. The man that posted the video is one by the name of Qaadir and he is, for lack of a better word, amazing. My admiration for him stems from the fact that he isn't afraid at all to speak his mind, he is hilarious, he is - or appears to be - comfortable in his own skin, and he just seems like the type of person that isn't brought down easily. You would think that watching a 20 minute video is hard but when you watch his, please! You best believe that you're watching the whole thing. I just find it awesome that some people can talk about their lives without being scared to be shut down. If someone needs to talk about something, listen, because you can just make their whole day. I've been there. I can't even begin to count the number of times that I have needed a pair of ears. If you have a friend that listens to you, you better be greatful you have that friend. I know I am :D

Here's his video, in case you're curious: